miss or missing

i miss him but sometime i feel i missing him. haa. that's the different about the two sentence. onces upon a time, all i'm, now i feel i like i'm not in his life. i rub his hair and his head. i disturb when he's sleep. i byte him when he's very naughty. but now what i'm do all wrong. he's always angry with me. but it's okay. i don't care. i'm just ignore all of that. i feel like he's very busy with his work and same goes to me. that's why when i'm free i called him but i feel like i'm always disturb him. hurmmm . whatever. i'm very sad when i can't be the first to touch his hair. and whatever 'll happen i promise that i love him till i die. only him not anyone else. i hope that you understand what i'm feel :'(